entry 4: time loop BROKEN

17/03/23

im rewriting this post cuz. i have a habit of oversharing on the internet which i am trying to stop cuz im too grown 4 that atp. but yh everything feels the same as it has since like, september. except for today!!! that was what was so weird!!

so usually i love fridays but this morning i got an ominous feel. im not spiritual, but i think abt omens and stuff a lot. not traditional omens like black cats and umbrellas indoors (tho i do like pointing them out, its fun) but general feelings i have and stuff. i mean thats probably not even an omen, but ,, whatever!!! anyway. felt reeeal ominous this morning so i was a bit nervous. but today was literally the best ive had in weeks, it broke the time loop sitch i was in!!

i literally also had to rewrite all of that. THIS IS NTO A DIARY GIRL GET IT TOGETHER!!!!! anyway. long story short i spent lunch w my (only) friend even tho i usually spend lunch by myself and we r gonna go see a movie together soon!!! hopefully a horror or a bad one. those are usually best experienced with friends, ahaha. its like two weeks away but im super excited- i havent gone out for fun in like, months...

basically, it was a nice change of pace in my increasingly monotone life. yes, thats a good sentence. kind of poetic, by my standards.